Caught Myself Wanting School

As a student, we all long for the freedom of summer. To do nothing, to hangout with friends, to sleep until whenever, stay up all night. Well you can...when you don't have a job. In school I was always that person too, I loved summer. It was the only time I could read and watch movies to my hearts content, and not be bothered with homework, or tests, or exams. Then the work thing started up after my grade 10 year, and it was a relatively simple job so it did effect my too bad, only two nights a week, and every other Saturday. When it came to my job in retail, that's when I started hating having a job, but I pushed through, and made it those two months of summer, dreading every day that came closer to school.
I finally finished high school.
It's amazing, I can do what I want now, right?
Wrong.
I decided on the path of college. Eight months of school in a year instead of ten. Its a change, but I was alright with it. Summer break for college kids is four months. I've managed three months so far, and I need to be back in school. I want to be in control of my own space, I want my sense of Independence back again. For once work has nothing to do with school. I work in a factory for the summer, yes, but it pays good money so it's alright. But four months is a long time to be doing nothing.
I actually would love my sense of independence. I have thought of living off campus next year at school, or even getting my own place soon. And that's all because of school.