Getting School Anxiety

Today (June 17th) my family and I went shopping for work clothes for me, since I'll be starting a new job in July, and as we were leaving the store, I started thinking about school. What if I don't like the college I'm transferring to as much as I thought? What if I get lost? (I know this will happen, I managed to get lost at my college last year). And  then my thoughts went to moving into residence... What if my roommates are complete strangers to me, and I have nothing in common with them? What if the residence doesn't room me with my friend, even though she requested me..?
Its been tough, and unfortunately I'll need to deal with this anxiety until I move into residence on September 2nd.
My life is crazy. What can I say? I have public problems, I have school problems, and I have (many) personal problems. I just need to figure out how to deal with these problems, and hope for the best.

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